When I was drinking, there was only one time even for a moment when I thought, ‘Aw, fuck life.’ And then, even my conscious brain went:
Did you honestly just say, ‘fuck life?’ You know, you have a pretty good life as it is right now. Did you notice the two houses? Yes? Have you noticed the girlfriend. Yes? Have you noticed that you have a pretty good life, even though you may not working right now?
Okay, let’s put the suicide over here on discussable, let’s leave that over here in the discussion area. First of all, you don’t have the balls to do it. I’m not going to say it out loud. I mean, have you thought about buying a gun?
What were you going to do, like cut your wrists with a water pick?
Is this maybe influencing your decision?
Okay, we’re going to put that over here, and tomorrow morning—and uh, who is that in the bed there?
I don’t know.
Okay, well, don’t discuss this with her because she may tweet it, okay? This may not be good. Let’s put that over here in the What the Fuck category, possibly for therapy, if you wanted to talk about that in therapy.
- Robin Williams.
There are always signs.